2008年11月20日

Revlon (four)

4

Washed into room small and red, actually dragged me from bed down early in the morning the next day. I suspect now, it is finally that I served her or she serves me. I light to draw, turn left, turn right, stand light red preach while being red when being dim. "Sister far away, you are a bit more sober. The spendthrift say please eat the breakfast with everybody today, why can then you sleep. " It is I that want, sleep, I used to, pass summer suddenly just, it is finished but I spent just now in summer, who knows pass again.

I be woken up already, almost, make any jokes basically reach hall. Just entered the door, listened to Wen Xing's ease and smiled: "Wake up far away but yet? " Stared at him at one glance if I can't help, but see Ma ShanShan shows the expression in one's eyes detested. I am amazed by, say thinly: "It's very kind of you to say so, the spendthrift has had a joke. " See big round table sit Manchu, all people already. I say hello one by one, this just sits on Wen Xing's empty seat the more nearby.

It says to be to have breakfast, have full cooked food really, chiken and duck fish egg complete set. Others have wealth speak louder than others, others do not love, what am I courteous yet? Whom I remain calm stew meals, only hope to eat up and go away at once. People that have a meal much, that speak really pitiably little, whom atmosphere is constrain want human life. It is that it has the less wanted to get into trouble who has referred to you, the trouble is crossed to look for you, really too accurate. My straight food is enjoyable, the ones that listen to the language area of Ma Shan and ridicule are said: "Did not maybe the desolate girl eat such a good thing before? Frightening joke of gobbling up. " I sneer, tone is said indifferently: "It is really too shy to frighten to the form young lady. Have no way, as can wipe out only I Hey, do not say " Still look smug or conceited saying, bitter. Ma ShanShan's face has changed, rebuke one angrily: "You are anything, have the audacity to laugh at me "Say yet, listen to cloud aunt say: "Walk slowly like a woman, everybody gets up to have a meal, pay attention to some. Besides, " The expression in one's eyes of the cloud aunt is neglected to Wen XingYi, the horse walks slowly like a woman at once understandingly, lowers one's head and says no words. I see Wen Xing's ease having unhappy faces a little, pray secretly, hopes it will not become tigresses that the horse walks slowly like a woman for him.

Three young masters who have never spoken say warmly and competently: "Mother, why are you still helping strangers? The cousin is your future daughter-in-law. This stranger lying unexplainedly and everywhere, does not really understand how you and father can agree to let her live in, what shall we do if if she harbor evil intentions? " I cold to see one Xing Wen that face taunt, have angry, plan to open one's mouth. This warm to walk, enough for angry people really, no wonder little red ease mention he one offer, wither unwise appearance. Warm to walk cloud simple and elegant and voice remembering one that is I unhappy to unload, go more than half in right time of Xin Shu. "It can't be impolite to walk. Since the guests in the fort of our the Wen 's far away, we should treat with due respect. " The cloud aunt nods and says too: "It is a little bit naughty that this walks, don't drink to him far away and have the same level as. We take we by all means, pay no attention to he. " Wen Xing thinks opening one's mouth several times, has been blocked back by the expression in one's eyes of Wen Xing's ease.

The meal which eats me by all means that I said no word, the silent one is looking at this whole family, feeling oneself is shielded outside more and more. Cloud aunt, XingYi and warm competent cloud Wen seem to be, can embarrass I. Ma ShanShan sure that has hostility to all women that involve with Wen XingYies, because of a word of Wen Xing's ease, I have been already glorious and is put under the blacklist by her. Take from her far later, I guest now, she warm competent ease the next wife, not so hostile. Maybe saw her want to make a detour and walk afterwards, maybe she still thought I can be close to the warm ease of walking, want to rob the husband with her. The warm ease of walking, watch he one appearance of uncontentious person, certain whom him kill. Xing Wen to watch me to be in any case pleasing to the eye, certain to cause trouble to me everywhere. Uncle Wen one appearance of outsider totally, it estimates to be willing to walk, drive me out of Wen house fort with ShanShan Ma while being warm. It seems, I will be at the Wen 's afterwards the day of the fort can not be peaceful and quiet.

The breakfast is just over in the baffled atmosphere, the cloud aunt invites me to play with and is refused by my gentle words, I want to go back to mend and sleep. Causing trouble to me and feeling aggrieved to Wen Xing on purpose just now all the time small and red, I do not explain either, only let her chatter there.

Later several days my nest is being given up refinedly, even refined door that gave up has not gone out. Because thing for getting angry, claim, say, want, go, look for cloud aunt decide for me, have been stopped smiling at by me. To them, actually I was unexplained, had nothing OK, I do not want to speak my extraordinary passing through to these ancients either. Moreover, have said they will believe? I am really lying too, if I say my fatherless bitterness has not been depended on, the pitiful one is serious, see my skin and know it is a lie. Skin now of me but water tender to win silk while being smooth, horse even walk slowly like a woman the a thousand pieces of gold old young lady that is pampered and spoiled as to kind skin have me, can I also say how pitiful I am in all solemnity? Let it be, I do not believe, moreover, that group of piercing eyes by oneself. I do not know why they are willing to keep me to live here, it is better in the street than to sleep in the open but always there are places to live, I have anything else to can complain.

The warm ease of walking nearly comes everyday, it of the good name says that is held by the cloud aunt. Even if he come, he can send, down people come on too. Looking at a pile of thread-bound books piled up sent here, I place them on the bedside helplessly. How Wen XingYi knows I read, or does she want to sound out me? In any case, there are these books, I do not live too boringly. I often stay on the rattan chair in the courtyard whole all day, read with chatting small and red. Bei Bei seems to like running outside more and more, does not often see the shadow for a whole day. But it is a bird, should always fly to the sky, I have to be up to it. Pass, ten come day so, book whom I think already basically that XingYi send here Wen boring, should gone out for a walk too presumably.

The air in early morning lets people can't help wanting the breath in big mouthfuls freshly. I got up early today, if is so small and red as to wake up, say definitely the sun hit in the west. I have late to go to bed habit that get up late always, this let light to suit very much while being red. More than half night all usually, I when the reading that spirit charge, it washes red to be so tired that stand already. I said I would let her not be in charge of me, it would be better if went to sleep oneself, but she will disagree firmly, accompanied and is not having a rest together until I finish reading a book all the time. I loved young and red last night, did not just stay up, this just got up early. I waking up early, small to sleep, call, call, wake up incompletely while being red. Since it is fine very much, and I have just got up early, then go to take a walk. Say, my face becomes much more goodlooking, but this stature is not all right. It seems, appropriate sports are still a lot.

Has unexpectedly gone to the courtyard where the cloud aunt lives taking a walk, that slice is pink, then the silvery white of flying floats to remain unchanged. I strolled in the beautiful scenery in this illusion, as if came into another perfect world. Without others, beautiful, the heart calms down in the twinkling of an eye, as if settling down like finding and belonging to at last. That big silvery white tree is still brilliant if like the dream, silvery white brilliance is hit-and-miss. I pace, get that call in great numbers loud tree of silk gently, hands comfort and have trunks gently. A kind of strong one belongs to the same feeling and spreads from palm to one hundred bones of the body of four limbs, my mind is shaken. I will belong to the same feeling with the tree, this has not been expected absolutely by me, have I turned into a plant too? As if sea to face green, whom silvery white wave does not park make, hit I, the constant one appears in a kind of baffled strength is in the body. I float, in one's own consciousness space, hear one lazy to have joyful voice sound somewhat Yong suddenly.

"Far away, is it so early how you come? " I regain hand think to upstairs, cloud aunt wear one rice getting white long gown, a smug one stand at edge of the railing. I regain the mind, one: "Have bothered to the cloud aunt and had a rest? I hope to see your beautiful scenery here. " Cloud aunt one: "You wait for me for a while, I come down. " Walk downstairs saying. I sit on the stone bench, wait for the cloud aunt to go downstairs. Aunt's floor of cloud, let the girl Huan prepare breakfast. I take over the breakfast smiling, have breakfast with cloud aunt. Undeniable, it is very comfortable that stay with the cloud aunt, so breakfast is eaten very happy.

Having eaten up breakfast, the cloud aunt proposes going to the garden to walk around, I promise joyfully. Not basically having anybody in the garden, the cloud aunt just let a girl Huan follow too, three people are a bit too quiet when walking in the spacious garden.

" the cloud aunt, " I open one's mouth dish at first, " I want to go out for a walk, Is that all right? " The cloud aunt has cast a look at me, asked: "What's the matter? Is it uncomfortable to live here? " " no, " I shake the head at once, " I want, take, go, might as well get the outside go, watch first anyway, perhaps there are places where I can stay. " The cloud aunt nods, one: "Do not you think so unrestrained as the outside here? " My worry is guessed right, very awkward, have to keep silent. The one breath that the cloud aunt has sighed, one: "This child of yours is really You reach outside alone I can not really put down the heart. Otherwise like this? You live some time more, if really want to go, I let people send you to go out again, OK? " I move, feel nose turn sour very in the heart. I am difficult to be moved, have been really really moved this time. Have not question, has not suspected, the cloud aunt is only the simple help, I, simple wanting is good for me. Such a person, letting me just been here unexpectedly, this world had met, it was my good fortune.

The cloud aunt touches my head smiling, one: "I want, let you make to be daughter I very much in fact. Just feel rude, so has never said. If you do not want to go, it is no matter to live here all the time. Although you walk to have a bad temper, in fact he is not evil, just not ripe enough. " I nod, can be regarded as acquiescence.

Having walked on more than half days, two people are both a bit tired, it so happened there is a wayside pavilion in the front, enter. Sit down just, cloud aunt tell little girl Huan go, fetch sweet-sour plum juice quench one's thirst. Two people sit in the wayside pavilion, look at the lotus in full bloom in the lake, can't help being in one breath. Sit more heavy to for a moment, hear someone who does it berate softly nearby yet. My eyes can not be seen clearly, but the cloud aunt sees clearly demarcatedly, is really walking warmly and reprimanding a young man. Perhaps Wen Xing has found us too, coming up to us slowly, what that young people aped sedulously with one's head low is followed.

"Walk, what's the matter? Why lose the temper again? " The cloud aunt is still gentle, just tone is little and a bit unhappy. The more angry Wen Xing is, saying in a great rage: "I let I, him of she, practise sword, he but willing. " Aunt turned the cloud to that young people, asked: "What is your name? Why is unwilling to accompany the playboy to practise swords? " That young people lift the head, the neither humble nor pushy one is said: "It is Jian Guo to be on the bottom, it is spendthrift that please come, supervise three young master study, who know three young master must draw lackey practise swords. On the bottom says, the playboy can practise the sword after finishing the lessons. Playboy unwilling, this blow disagreement just. " The cloud aunt sees Wen Xing, but the latter's slight nodding, but said: "I do not like reading, what lean towards and want me to do to study? I like practising swords, if you do not accompany me to practise, I let others practise again. " It is totally overbearing and insufferably arrogant appearance. The cloud aunt shakes the head, the a bit helpless one is seen to me.

"Can the playboy practise swords? " I ask Guo Jian. "It has been practised for a few years, slightly succeed small that on the bottom. " I nod, ask to Wen Xing, " do you think How is your sword law? " Xing Wen choose to cast a look at me Xing, dish: "Certainly better than him. " Say, demonstrate, neglect sword Guo also. " OK, " I say, " that does not have real battle as you. However, conditioned. "

A face of Wen Xing watch out for, the appearance that Guo Jian does not matter. " if you fail, " It is warm to walk for me to point to, " you want, study carefully, follow sword Guo study sword law hard. " The appearance that Wen Xing has a well-though-out plan with a face, one: "If has he been defeated by? " I turned to Guo Jian, asked: "If you fail, can you like to let three playboys handle? " Guo Jian station is straight, one: "The spendthrift has gratitude for being well understood and treated to me, I will do the best to do the thing that the spendthrift tells well. If I fail, I would like to let three playboys handle. " I see expression in one's eyes of the local tyrant seen to Wen Xing by one kind, say: "Shall I is it careless to kill cutting? " Wen Xing one sample of winning from its disgrace deeply, gnash one's teeth dish: "Who says I have it takes to kill and cut? When will the battle be begun? " My one: "Can begin at any time, yourself discuss the decision. " Half on the day, Wen Xing crosses the anger one: "Desolate and distant, why should I listen to your arrangement? " I shake the head, to kendo Guo: "Who is afraid, it can can be said at any time to withdraw. " As expected, Xing Wen shout in a great rage want, begin, one kill unwilling appearance that withdraw too.

Cloud aunt and I sit in the pavilion, watch the match while drinking tea. The cloud aunt but some say: "Click it, it is better to be don't wounded. " I busy with pacify say: "Aunt has rested assured about the cloud, can not be busy. " The cloud aunt sees I am calm, this just puts down the heart. I have not seen the decisive struggle of others real swords and spears, it is thus very excited. It is the the small red say Xing Wen have the getting very better in the acrobatic skills, but can think I household too with. Uncle Wen stamp one's foot this flow cloud country tremble tremble just, must there is acrobatic skill in that household maybe. Otherwise if anyone come piece rob, rob beauty what is to be done again?

Xing Wen pass, know, offend more or less already with the sword Guo, tell win and defeat yet. Though I understand military, watch Wen Xing sample, sword Guo that must whether outline better than him. Time more and more long, Xing Wen more and more straining even. Jian Guo pieces of straightforward person obviously, know, want, let Xing Wen at all. Thank to him straightforward too, could let Wen Xing know what calls the past master in this way. I think warm to walk how being failed, listen to the cloud aunt crying out in alarm. I look up, just see excellent moment. Xing Wen sword sting, pass by towards sword Guo, until the light and handy one shelter from on one's side Jian Guo, but rapier of hand horizontal with fast thunder as eyes ear in shoulder of XingYue Wen tendency have. At this time, people none can find out it is Xing Wen that fail. If Guo Jian has hearts the more unfavorable to Wen Xing, this must lack a little devil called Wen Xing in the world.

Sword Guo this really add fuel to the flames too, only listen to his saying in all seriousness: "Three young masters, since you have already failed, go back to have a class with me at once on the feeling. " As soon as Wen Xing hears, assumes a hostile attitude at once, what the face is added is ugly. "Mother, do you think too that has been lost by a child? " Warm little devil is looking at the cloud aunt some hurt and wronged ones, the voice is pitiful too. Aunt says in all seriousness the cloud: "Eh, I really think like this. " Gentle little devil one appearance that face attack deeply, turn round anger anger wait sword Guo. Galley proof, I aunt, cloud of root, say already, cloud aunt to can help you this time.

I think time is similar, say: "Son Guo, what do you think of three young masters' sword law? " Saying conscientiously of Guo Jian: "Three playboys' sword law is calculated and become small for the first time too, only, three playboys' sword is employed and can not use perfectly enough. Moreover three playboy too too eager to win, oneself on unfavorable now often. If three young masters are willing to cultivate the moral character and nourish the nature, there must be strong points in the future. " I nod, look at it to the warm little devil, he is disapproving. " three young masters, " I suppress and smile, say, " have not you forgotten our agreement yet? You plan now studies swords first, or go to study first? " It is said that the more unbending Wen Xing is: "How I take thing of me, have, agree on that I and agreement of sword Guo too. You have not won me, why should I listen to you? " I smile, say: "I do not know the acrobatic skill, duel with I who am not strong enough to tie up a chicken if is it difficult to become you? " Wen Xing crossed the face and rose aglow, say: "Even if not the tourney, take than some other things. You must compared with me, otherwise I and Guo Jian agree to calculate that become invalid. "

This dead child is really shameless. I ridicule: "Did not you say just now the agreements of you and I did not matter? What, is there a relation now? " Aunt says the cloud too: "Walk, you should not act shamelessly. " What Wen Xing still clamoured is said: "Even if I should compare with her once without relation, I must defeat her. " The ones that also provoked saying had cast a look at me, I do not see him either, I have not said I must defeat him, it is he that wants to defeat me. This little devil is really thoroughly troublesome. I was thinking how to send this little devil, far saw two warm young ladies Wen XingYun coming over to us.

As soon as the warm little devil sees Wen XingYun, the warm little devil accuse my crime at once. What I heard aside shows the whites of one's eyes directly, this little devil does not still really know to be shy. Breeding of XingYun Wen excellent really, she very patient to listen to Wen Xing complain, still a face with gentle expression, impatient that there is not a little. To this piece being warm to walk cloud I like more and more really, gentle extremely really. "Two young ladies are good. " My very courteous walking warmly cloud bends over curved, show my most magnificent smile. Wen XingYun says with a smile: "Far away, I have called you far away too. " Having sat down in the pavilion talking about too, one: "It is to fail, should not act shamelessly to walk and cross you. "

Wen Xing said no word, ones that just hated very much were keeping watch on me. I say: "Hear three young master you, it says that you are getting getting more impatient too just now too too playboy Guo,you should consideration well. Study, have nothing bad too, have acrobatic skill fine a competent one only. It is a bookworm to only study, it is the big to only do weapon practice. Do you want to become big? " Wen Xing says at once: "I do not want. " My saying smilingly: ", so should develop towards direction well versed in both polite letters and martial arts. You think, if you can be gentle can be military, no one will certainly say you are only a big. Not pretty good like that? " Wen Xing nods, say: "The getting more reasonable very,however, want compare with you I than,can unquestionably surpass I by your. " I say helplessly: "Otherwise we, on the tourney. I do not understand acrobatic skill, so you can't use the weapon. How about it? "

What the cloud aunt worries is said: "Far away, it will be better than some other things. You do not know the acrobatic skill, what if having hurt? " Wen XingYun is tried to persuade one too: "You don't be reluctant far away, it is recalcitrant that walk. " I nod, say: "See too one that needn't worry about, you,whose name is compared with he in I than,be be given up he. " Seeing me of cloud aunt's apology, have to nod. I turn round and see to Wen Xing, say: "It does not matter to lend me your sword? " Wen Xing the more complicated looks and casts a look at me and says: "It want think of you than let it be,so long as you give up. " I shake the head, say smiling: "Matter,it come right away than 1 than. It is guilty if you are afraid of injuring me, then please show mercy. " Wen Xing is thrown over by a complicated expression in one's eyes, I seeing it am a distracted distracted one.

Say it is a tourney, that shows due respect for my feeling. I am pinching the warm sword that walked, what thought is in the heart, it is very light to read his sword, has not expected a still very heavy one. I recall the slice of swordsman that has seen, and the clumsy one is waving rapiers. In fact I want to use superenergically very much, but afraid of being frightened everybody. I said me without knowing acrobatic skill at the beginning, not the time to move the stone and break one's own foot now. Wen Xing can be regarded as a very terrific one too, just hides from all the time, has not attacked me. I have interest at the very beginning, but I gradually am out of patience. It is quicker and quicker that I wave the tempo of the sword, breathe more and more rapid, I have already begun to be a bit tired. Wen Xing patience too in disappearance gradually, he is not dodging simply, he has already dialed several palms on my back. Though show mercy, I ache very much, I believe it is already green a red film. Hit to the end, I have already begun to be angry. This little devil, treat the girl does not still really know what is gentle. The sword layer upon layer of shadows are spread out, I do not know whether can hurt him, my passing the sword just under one of machinery. There are palms that are patted on my back of brisket ceaselessly, I do not want to be in charge of, can not manage either. Time long, I think to stop up bored sense in weight, I only want to give vent to it out chest. Only hear and have " Sneer " Each,it think at the moment I begin it turn black. Seem to hear cloud aunt cry out in alarm, in addition, that little devil seems to be calling my name.

I have only felt and slept comfortable feeling well oneself, but see cloud aunt sitting by my bed while waking up, the whole face is looking at me distressedly. See me open eyes, the comfort of a face of cloud aunt, say: "Has woken up far away, how feeling? Is there uncomfortable any? Hungry? " Saying to the saying small and red nearby of station: "Carry the porridge over quickly. " Answer small and red, send porridge to the cloud aunt's hands at once. Have the socket of the eye in mind and say small and red: "Sister of precious jade precious jade you can wake up, madam watch over one afternoon such as you in here. " What I moved is looked at the cloud aunt, any words can not be told. If say, have to grow, divide to her estranged a little in the past, I think staying at cloud aunt's side quiet only now.

I depend on looking at the cloud aunt and asked the bed: "Cloud aunt, what's the matter with me? I remember I here with three young master tourney still, why lie in bed? " The anger of a face of cloud aunt, say: "Walk the bad smell boy still, can know obviously you acrobatic skill, start, have pieces of weight. The doctor says you have received slight internal injury, the ones that want well nurse one's health. " Whom I act like a child shake, shake cloud arm of aunt, set gentle voice free, say: "The cloud aunt will not be angry, OK? The cloud aunt is so beautiful, angry and plain. Besides, three young masters have already shown mercy very much. Otherwise, where to also speak with you far away? " The small my forehead which the cloud aunt blames, the helpless one is said: "OK, I am not angry. You eat something cushion stomach first then, the supper will begin soon. " I just tried to persuade back the cloud aunt for a long time after trying to persuade.

Aunt exhorts the cloud repeatedly while leaving, should have an optimistic view of me little and red, I must not leave the bed. It is fooled my big patient in the bed that I am very helpless, Wen XingYi and Wen XingYun have both come to see me, the warm little devil does not see souls. Hear light to say warm little devil still very obedient in these two days, follow sword Guo study while being red.
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